Am I Better Today?

Last night was a battle. I think I became more sick as the night went on and finally I passed out at about 10pm. My dog curled up on the end of my bed and stayed like that the entire night. I woke up naturally at 4:45am, my normal wake up time. So, I don't think it was so natural as in habitual. But, nevertheless, I woke up at 4:45am and groaned. My dog got excited. He thought he was going on a walk, but little did he know his mom thought differently.

So I fell back asleep and woke up again at 7am. I didn't want to move but I knew my dog needed to go out. Lazily, I got up and I let him out. It was absolutely freezing outside this morning. It had to have been about 40 degrees. I cuddled up in my coat with my hood up and walked just a little bit around. When I was satisified that Liam peed completely, I went back in, snuggled up under my covers (my dog jumping right next to me again) and fell back to sleep. I finally woke up again at 9:45am to a friend text messaging me, telling me to wake up.

I feel rested, but I'm still sick. I'm starting to get frustrated with being sick. Why hasn't somebody found the cure to the common cold yet? Alright alright, now I'm bitching. I'll move on.

I need to take Jojo's advice and just enjoy my days off. How does one enjoy a day off when they're sick? Ah!

I'm not going to Lawrence today because my mom's still sick. I'm disappointed but at the same time relieved. I'm not up to being all perky today. You know what I'll do? Maybe I'll run to Blockbuster and rent a movie. Buy some soup... Actually, I have some ramen noodles. So, I'll watch a movie and eat some nice chicken ramen noodles with cayene pepper to make it spicy. That's what I'll do tonight.

And clean. Because this apartment is filthy.

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