Crazy

So. I'm stressed, as usual. I think it's starting to get to the point where I don't even need to type that in here. It's a given. But, graduation's coming up, and everything gets that much harder around that time right? Riiight.

I got the strangest phone call today. It was a man on the other line, with a deep voice. The voice sounded familiar at first but I couldn't place it. He said my full name (first, middle, last)and I'm thinkin to myself 'Who the fuck is this guy?'. It was Paul. My ex-boyfriend.

My mouth dropped when he told me who it was. I hadn't spoken to him in almost a year, and even when we last spoke, it wasn't like we really spoke to each other. The last time I saw him, his sister had died in a freak car accident, and he was going through a really hard time. Prior to that we hadn't seen each other again in about a year, so it was hard for us to relate well. After that encounter, he disappeared again, I disappeared and that was that. But, now, he found my number because I had sent out my graduation announcement via e-mail to everyone on my list, just a week or two ago, and it had my number in it for people needing to contact me about it. So he called. Wow.

It's funny because I was just thinking about him the other day. I was thinking about how I missed him, because he's such a good guy. Our relationship was really screwy back then, but that didn't change the type of person he was.

Anyway. Crazy. Especially since this entire time, he's lived down the street from me. I didn't even know we lived in the same city!

So, if there's a meaning to everything, what does this mean??

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