No More Work

I feel like that's all I talk about these days. My job. There's so much more to life than a job. I know I have a unique job where its slowly becoming a part of my life, but still.

I saw my firefighter today. :) I went in to their station to use the restroom and ended up sitting and watched part of the olympics with him and another firefighter. We had good conversation. I can't tell if he's in to me though... Unfortunately, usually if you can't tell, they're not. But I should be optimstic right?

I exercised after work. I only ran a mile this time in the station's gym. I find that if I go running with someone, outside around a block or whatever, I can run longer. So this time I was by myself (Matt ran a 5k this morning so he opted out on running tonight, I can't say that I blame him) in the gym and I don't feel as though I had that great of a work out. I attempted to lift some weights, but my back started to hurt. My upper back has been aching these last few days. It's the same pain I had after my car accident in January of 2007. I don't think this pain will ever go away. I think I should seriously consider seeing a chiropractor...

Last night I had a blast. I went to Legends with a couple of my friends in KCK. We went to a bar. I met a bunch of KCK officers. Two of which were seriously hitting on me. One was a sergeant, even. And when I say hitting on me, I'm talking touchy feely, almost as if they were part of the bar scene. They knew I was a cop as well, so that probably sparked their extra friendliness. KCK has less rules than we do in the southern part of Kansas City. So, flirting must not be that big of a deal out there. I would never complain. They were quite cute and quite friendly... Unfortunately I never got any of their names :(.

I did meet a guy while at the bar. I'm glad I had my friends out there because, in my drunken and sexually frustrated state, I almost left with him. I like going out to bars with the right people, because with the right people, they prevent me from making stupid decisions such as those. And my friends did just that. So, I didn't leave with him, however, I did give him my number. He ended up calling me today and admitted that all he wanted was sex, and all he still wanted was sex and wanted to meet up with me (tonight after work) for just that. I'm not surprised that's what he wanted. Typically when you meet a guy at a bar, they're not looking for something long term, but come on. He was way too damn blunt about it, on the brink of being absolutely obnoxious and rude. He even proceeded to tell me that he had been frustrated with me last night because I was dancing with him and talking with him but I wouldn't leave with him. Talk about a turn off. I was like 'Yeah, I'm looking for a relationship. I understand you probably can't handle that so don't call'. Whatever.

My friends tell me I'm picky with men. And the men that I'm not interested in, I'm a bitch to. I don't really care, actually. If I'm not into you, why waste my time? Now, if it's someone I know and have a friendship with or they're a type of aquaintance, that ends up being interested in me but the feeling is not reciprocated, that's another story. I'm not bitchy to them. But if it's someone I don't really know who's trying to start something with me and I'm just not interested? I don't play around. I try to give the subtle hints of not being interested, to be nice, and when they don't get it, I turn very blunt. Which, I guess makes me a bitch. Oh well.

FYI- I still haven't figured out what to do with the Kirt issue. I still feel the same as I did with my last post. I'm frustrated as hell about this. I really don't know what to do.

Anyway, I'm going to head to bed. I have a date with the pool tomorrow morning and possibly a lunch date with my friend at the plaza in KCMO. :)

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